secret heart

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:40:20 GMT

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 20:29:56 GMT

if you didnt get the memo:

bambii
bambii
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bambii
bambii
bambii

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 01:45:46 GMT

it's time to say goodbye to this journal.

bambii
please add me there.

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 18:32:39 GMT

Without giving anything away,
I can say it's by the sea.
It's a house that used to be the home of a friend of mine.
Without giving anything away,
you'll find ships inside of bottles,
and the garden's overgrown,
the house is white but the paint is coming off.
I didn't know if you wanted to,
when I came to pick you up.
You didn't even hesitate,
and now you and me are on our way.
I think I've brought everything we need,
don't look back,
don't think of the other places you should have been
it's a good thing that you came along with me.
Gold in the air of summer,
you'll shine like gold in the air of summer.

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:00:53 GMT

im alive!

i got back from Destin yesterday
and i am wishing i was still there.

my hair is a big curly mess,
i got a really nice tan
and the beach was so beautiful and amazing
and beautiful and amazing
and amazing and beautiful

but tell me,
how are you?
what did you do this weekend?

i am so stuffed that i think i might just barf
my mom made the most amazing casserole ever
and i probably had a little tooo much of it!

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 02:23:19 GMT

i cant wait to get out of here.
the ocean is where my heart is.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 00:45:26 GMT

do you see the face?

reflected

this makes me think of a poodle or darth vader

i take too many pictures of clouds.
but i couldnt help it yesterday,
they were too amazing looking.

how was your day?

this song is beautiful.
Colleen - I'll Read You a Story

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 04:31:31 GMT

this is what i really look like. =)

time to get in bed! im sleepy
xoxo

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 03:28:08 GMT

so what if now is all you have
live as if you never knew
what it was to lose
honestly have you ever been honest with yourself
or are you someone elses point of view

you live in regret
it hurts to know how much you'll miss
it's what you expect
that leaves you such a mess

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 03:52:23 GMT

i don't think i ever posted pictures from my trip to Maine.

in washington d.c - we were there for 6-7 hours. NOT FUN.

lake house we stayed over for the night

we had an accident

we jumped off that cliff!
im still in shock

this house was soo GIGANTIC and so beautiful inside

house we stayed at

how was your day?

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 19:25:31 GMT

this past weekend was nice.
saturday consisted of:
+ lenox mall! ive never been so it was fun.
+ saw lots of gay classy black males. it was great.
+ hanging out with david and the rest of the crew
+ met some more gay guys

they were so funny i cant wait to see them again

yesterday we went swimming all day
from 4-8pm then afterwards we ate little tokyo
it was way too gooooood

last night was so bad
i miss tavio so much and how things use to be
i wish i could be where he is

UGHHHHHHHHHHHH
ASUODHASGD
GASDIGJAS
SDGSJISD
SDGHSDJ
SDGUSH
DHFAU
ASHF
DFD
DJ
F

i
hate
this
so
much

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 01:43:48 GMT

my friend david explaining what a "blumkin" is
cause i have never heard of it and totally didnt
know what the heck it was until yesterday. AHHH

besides that
my coccyx has been hurting and its so painful to sit down in a certain way

but

yesterday we went swimming all effin day at this really nice subdivision
cause their pool is amazing and has (link)the most amazing slide ever and i pretty much went down it more than a hundred times.
i got a pretty nice tan too
being in the sun and swimming and running up the stairs to the slide
and the whole excitement of the slide made me so sleepy when i got home

oh and i saw a crazy fly black lady get arrested for giving the cashier a fake 100 dollar bill at TACO BELL! there was like 5 cop cars there.
it was tight.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 19:59:41 GMT

i wish i had a wallpaper like that in my room.
that would be pretty sweet

today was ok, nothing special
i dont think i ever told you guys about my cat having kittens
but yeah they are 3 weeks old now and they're way too cute!

----

i was shopping online today
and theres so many things i waaaaaaant!
i wish i had $$$$$$$$

earrings

pins

how was everyones day today?
good, i hope =]

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 22:51:35 GMT

i don't know sometimes.
actually, i don't know all the time.

strawberry ice cream sounds good.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:35:39 GMT

i've slept the whole day away and
im ready to fall back asleep again.

i took an extremely cold shower because
i am burning up like a furnace.

=[

good night.

oh ps; new layout.

ear infections are no fun

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 01:42:27 GMT

i am dying!
my lymph nodes are swollen and its killing me
the right side of my jaw/ear/neck area is all swollen
and it huuuuurtttsssssssss badly =[=[

i hope i get better & i hope this weekend is fun!
i h8 updating these bitches now

pease out

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 02:32:51 GMT

everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.
everything will be okay.

everything
will
be
okay
.

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 01:52:41 GMT

i got a vox account!
now i just need some friends
so add me!

http://loveboat.vox.com

pictures pt one

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 18:55:35 GMT

i have tons + tons of pictures to post,
here is half of them; ill post the other half
sometime today or tomorrow :)
enjoy.

these became my favorite flowers

black eyed susans!

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:35:29 GMT

my first attempt of taking a picture of the moon
with my new lense

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 15:00:26 GMT

i got this

canon ef 75-300mm zoom lense

and this

six megapixels samsung digimax L60

yesterday!

all my babysitting money is gone now,
but it was worth spending on those two :)

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 13:50:26 GMT

I'm learning to like myself a little more.

but

why do i feel so torn apart on the inside?

:(

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 23:22:18 GMT

all i want to do is sleep all day and all night.

and sometimes,

i just wish i dont wake up.

i haven't felt this way in such a long time.
welcome back.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 23:30:39 GMT

question:

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 13:40:03 GMT

where or how can you upload a folder (album) so someone can download it?